Discovering a Meaningful Life

 I have developed an interest in the study of chemicals that influence our brain. Furthermore I am interested in how we can change these chemicals only by thought and physical effort. I am inquisitive about the effects this chemistry have on our dreams, and if our dreams might be events triggered by inheritable factors from a time hominids had more control and power over their mind. I am not a specialist and have no qualifications in the field, but through self-study in my free time and making some of my own observations over time dealing with a multitude of different people in my life, I have formed some opinions of my own in this matter. I think my opinions is kind of in contradiction with science and the use of medicine for psychological disorders. However I do not contempt the value of science as an instrument of understanding and evaluating the facts. I just feel that we should take a step back and look at the possibility, that there are other ways that might have gone lost over t